Is it emotional scaring to hear this from your parents?

Every since I can remember from a young age and now at 19 I have heard my dad say that the only reason my mom had was to keep him around and as for her "meal ticket" my mom said that she did have me just so she could get her tubes tied so she could get that over with (she had my brother very young and me later) I have never felt wanted by my parents like a kid that was just there and in the way. My first memory of my mom was me being like underneath and around my mom and her saying go sit down.